Tuesday, January 4, 2022

from the encyclopedia of things lost and found

“Cómo estás, Luisa?” Gabby asked the small woman in the window seat as she sat down beside her.

“Bien,” Luisa answered. “A little tired. I cleaned a lot of rooms at the motel today. Y tu?”

“Si, bien. Un poco cansado, tambien. I scrambled a lot of eggs at the Scrambled Egg. I can’t wait to put my feet up and rest them. What you doing this evening?”

“I’m going to cook for my family and take my daughter to help me clean the doctor’s office. Then I’ll rest.”

Gabby put her arm around Luisa’s shoulder and hugged her.

“Eres una buena mujer,” she said. I’m glad you’re my friend.

“Y tu, mi Amiga. Y tu.”

Gabby got off the bus in front of her apartment on the west side of the city. 

She and her neighbors didn’t have much money, but they did have a lot of kindness for each other.

‘Sup Gabby. How you doin’?” asked Bryant, who everyone called Big B. 

He had just come home from his job as a mechanic at the auto shop.

“Hola B. Not much. Just glad to be home. How was your day?”

“It was all good. The squeaky wheel got the grease, as they say, today and ev’ry day.”

“One of these days I’m gonna buy a car and the only person I’m gonna let work on it is you.”

“Deal. If you need anything, let me know, okay?”

“Sure thing! Same here.”

“You could come over and cook up some steak and eggs for me, you know.”

“Ugh, anything except that. I’ve cooked enough steak and eggs today...and ev’ry day!”

“Bet. I’m jus’ kiddin’ wit’ cha. Night Gabby. Be safe.”

“Night B. You be safe, too.”

She took her key out of her pocket and opened the door to her apartment. 

It was one room. 

There was a holey sofa that pulled out into a bed with a small table and a lamp beside it. 

Three books, The House on Mango Street, The Old Man and the Sea and Poems for Brown Eyed Girls, were on a bookshelf made out of a cut board and two concrete blocks against the wall. 

An ancient transistor radio was in the corner. 

A painting by Jasper Johns of three American Flags, one on top of the other, smallest to largest, was on the wall. 

It was a gift from one of her regular customers at The Scrambled Egg.

The room was simple and beautiful, like her.

She picked up the small book of poems, turned on the lamp, sat down on the sofa, and stretched her legs in front of her.

She opened the book to the poem An Ode to Feet.

She read,

Her feet 
were calloused and cracked  
like rocks 
in plowed ground, 
like stones 
in turned soil, 
the soil 
she walked over 
barefooted 
as her grandfather 
turned the earth 
with donkey and plow. 

She had 
the feet 
of her grandfather, 
for she had walked 
beside him 
down the long rows 
of beans and corn 
since the time 
she learned 
to toddle. 

He had 
walked 
up and down 
those rows 
until his feet 
were broken and bent 
and made him appear 
to be 
continually 
genuflecting 
to God, 
or to the wealthy land owner, 
or to the land itself. 

Her feet 
would one day 
be broken and bent 
like that.

When her feet 
were in the soil 
it was 
as if 
they were part 
of the land, 
as if 
they held the secrets 
of the earth, 
as if 
they knew the mystery 
of how seed 
and dirt 
and water 
can become 
a bean 
in a pod,
a kernel 
on an ear 
of corn. 

Her heart 
was in her feet, 
her heart 
was in the land, 
her heart 
was the mystery 
itself.

Her feet spoke, 
"Estoy aquí, 
I am here, 
estoy aquí." 

Her feet 
were signs 
to the world - 
"I am 
a human being." 

“Estoy aquí,” she whispered to the world. 

“I am here.”






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