Saturday, January 15, 2022

Notes From Public School

“Choose 3 words from this character traits list to describe yourself,” I instructed my group of 4th graders. “Then tell me why you chose those words. I’d like to know.”

Danny looked silently and thoughtfully at the words.


“Would anyone like to share one of your words?” I asked.


Danny raised his hand.


He has a speech impediment and speaks in a wonderful blend of Spanish and English.


I love to see his courage and hear his voice when he speaks.


“I chose the word ‘simple,’” he said, “Because there’s nothing special about me.”


I looked silently and thoughtfully at his words, at him.


Sometimes my heart fills with…what? Wonder? Astonishment? Marvel?


Yes, all of these things, as I stand in the middle of my classroom in the midst of life.


After a moment of silence, I spoke.


“Oh, Danny,” I said, “Simple is one of my favorite words! People who are simple are salt of the earth people. They give flavor to the world. One of my favorite people, Albert Einstein, said, ‘If you can’t explain it simply, you don’t understand it well enough.’ Simple is a special word. And you are a salt of the earth, Albert Einsteiny, special kind of person!”


Cintia raised her hand.


“Danny, you’re on the morning news team. You have a lot of courage. You do a great job. You are a special person.”


Garrett raised his hand.


“Danny, I couldn’t ask for a more loyal friend than you. You are a special person.”


Jayden raised her hand.


“Danny, when I dropped my pencil box in the hallway, you stopped, bent down, and helped me pick it up. You are a special person.”


And as I looked into his earthy brown eyes, I saw his heart filling with…what?


Wonder.


Astonishment.


Marvel.


All in a simple day in public school.




from trevor’s encyclopedia of lost and found things

Hilcias walked beside his abuelo down rows and rows of tomato plants and peach trees, shielded from the sun by his trusty cap with a whale stitched on the front of it.

“A blue whale’s heart is the size of a Volkswagen Beetle.”

“A beluga whale is called the canary of the sea because it sings so much.”

“A fin whale can make a sound one side of the ocean and be heard by another fin whale on the other side of the ocean 2,000 miles away,” he whistled.

“Boy,” his abuelo smiled, “You sure know a lot about whales. You’re a whale genius.

Now, as he sat beside the water at Playa La Carbonera, something astonishing happened.

A gigantic tooth washed up with the waves onto the shore.

The tooth was a sperm whale's tooth, of this he was certain.

The sperm whale his favorite whale.

The first picture he’d ever drawn of a whale, before he visited the public library and checked out every book he could find about whales, was a picture of a sperm whale.

This was before he learned that the brightness of a light bulb is measured by a lumen, which is simply the light one cup of spermaceti oil from a sperm whale’s head gives off.

This was before he memorized every fact about sperm whales in his field guide to cetaceans of the world.

He picked up the tooth with both of his hands.

It was a foot long.

It was shaped like a cone.

It was ivory.

"This came from the lower jaw of a sperm whale," he thought, "because they don't have teeth in their upper jaws, only slots that the teeth from the lower jaws fit into.

If I sliced the tooth in half, it would show the age of the whale like the rings of a trunk show the age of the tree.”

He gently laid the tooth beside him on the sand.

Then a conch shell washed up onto the shore with the waves, too.

"What an amazing shell,” he thought. 

“Look at it’s shape and color.”

The shape was a common shape in nature, formed by graphing the numbers 0, 1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13 and so on, the Fibonacci numbers, a special shape that appears many times in geometry, architecture, art, literature and music.

“Some people call the shape ‘God’s blueprint,’” he thought, “Because it seems to be the plan from which God created the whole, wide world.”

It's color was a common color in nature.

There were three shades of yellow.

It's spine was the brilliant yellow of the sun that rose that very morning.

It's siphonal canal was the quiet yellow of the corn he and his abuelo shucked in early August.

It's aperture was the deep yellow of sunflowers in a field.

He picked up the shell with both of his hands.

He raised it to his tiny ear.

Someone once told him that if you hold a conch shell to your ear, you can hear the ocean inside of it.

"I wonder if it's true," he thought.

"If it is, I can take it home to our bus and bring the ocean and the great whales with me.”

He expected to hear only the ocean.

Boy, was he surprised.

The sound he heard inside the shell wasn’t only of breaking waves and rolling tides.

There was also a song.

It was the most beautiful song he’d ever heard in his life.

He closed his eyes and saw the notes dancing before him.

“I...understand.

I understand!”

A whale sang to him in his own language, with his own clicks and whistles!

They were the notes that made up his life, the notes he clicked and whistled to the world but that the world couldn’t (or wouldn’t) understand.

A tear rolled down his cheek and dropped onto the sand.

He wept and all the tears inside him poured into the surf and washed away into the vast reaches of the deep sea.

“I hear you!

I understand you!” he whistled into the shell.

“I hear you!” he heard to his great surprise.

I understand you, too!

There’s a story we hear along our migratory routes,” sang the sperm whale, “About a boy on land, a boy who can sing our language, a boy who can understand our songs.”

You, Hilcias, are that boy.

You are that boy.”






studies in minimalism

Her body was against his body, her breasts were on his back, her leg was over his hip, her arm was around his shoulder, holding him.

"Her hands are my hands,” he thought, “Her feet my feet.”

"See with the eyes of the heart," he learned as a boy, "For then you will truly see.

Hear with the ears of the heart, for then you will truly hear.”

He turned and looked at her in the morning light.

Her eyes were earthy brown and filled with kindness.

Her hair fell around her shoulders.

Her hands were calloused and cracked from work on the land.

Her naked body was a smile, a sonrisa, a sunrise to him.

He held her closely.

He felt her heartbeat.

He knew the tender solicitude of love.

- trevor scott barton, studies in minimalism, 2022



Albert’s Prayer

kind, tired eyes from seeing

worn, battered shoes from walking

torn, tattered shirt from working

gentle, calloused hands from holding

humble, open heart from caring

you come to us

as one unknown

without a name

as of old

by the lakeside

as you came to those

who didn’t know you

“follow me,” you say

and set us to the tasks

which you have to fulfill

In our time

you command

we obey

in our own simple ways

you reveal yourself

in the toils

in the conflicts

in the sufferings

we pass through

in your fellowship

as an ineffable mystery

in our own experience

we are learning who you are


trevor scott barton, the color yellow, 2022




















Friday, January 14, 2022

a poem for winter weather

we

stand

closely

side by side

i reach out for you

and take your hand inside of mine

our fingers intertwine and our palms make a small space

this space is warm in the deep snow that covers the ground of Point Hope

is warm against the icy wind that blows off the rocking waters of the Chukchi Sea

“life is in these small spaces between us,” I whisper

we stand quietly hand in hand

with the small space, and

then we smile

holding

small 

space

- trevor scott barton, poems for brown eyed girls, 2023






Thursday, January 13, 2022

Writers Workshop - SC State University

As a Christmas present, Robin Gardener Barton and my boys gave me a writers workshop through the continuing education program at SC State University.

I love being a part of SC State, for it connects me to an Historically Black College and University and helps me integrate into and learn from their community of scholars and writers.

I thought you might like to see into my writing process as I work through this workshop.

This is a writing activity called LOOPING.

In this activity, you set a timer and free write for 5 minutes.

You find 4 words that are meaningful to you from your free write.

Then you free write for 5 minutes each about those 4 words.

The hope is that you can build a story from those 4 meaningful words.

They’re a foundation for a longer work.

My 4 words are border, dust, flip-flops and stethoscope. 

I’m looking forward to seeing what I can build from them.




from trevor’s encyclopedia of lost and found things

(In my humble opinion, this is some of the best writing I can write. It grows out of a deep love in my corazón for my students and their families from Mexico, Central America and South America. It nurtures my work as a freedom fighter for them. I hope you find it meaningful)

“Remember Nieto. 

I’m a farmer, not a barber.”

Hilcias looked into his abuelo’s eyes. 

They were farmer’s eyes, brown the color of a late winter field turned over by donkey and plow; tired from years of looking for one more ripe peach in a tree and one more red tomato on a vine; kind because they were migrant worker eyes and could look into the lives of people and see all that is human to see.

Then he looked at himself in the small, cracked mirror in his abuelo’s big, calloused hands. 

His black hair was cut in a crooked line across his forehead.

There were uneven gaps above his floppy ears. 

His own brown eyes sparkled like starlight off a mountain stream on a dark, El Salvadoran night. 

“Yep, you’re definitely a farmer and not a barber,” he giggled.

But I love you.