Saturday, April 16, 2022

belly of a whale

trevor’s good friday homily 2022


Have you ever thought of the inside of a school bus as the belly of a whale?

 

I do.


At night, as I stand inside the old, gutted bus that is my home, I think about being in the belly of a whale.


Darkness with a hint of light.


Shadows of knapsacks holding all our belongings in the world.


Quietness with a whisper of deep breaths from ship sized lungs.


Echoes of the world. 


Small pieces of sounds.


The end of the day of life and work of migrant workers on a Johns Island farm.


Stillness.


I feel the words rise up inside of me that my abuelo taught me to say when it is dark and I am afraid.


“I am salt.


I am light.


I am made from the dust.”


I sit down on the floor in the belly of my whale.


A feeling covers me like the old blanket my abuela made for me years and miles ago.


Gently.


Tenderly.


“Why am I here?” I think.


I hear a still, small voice in the belly of my whale.


"To be, Tomás.


To be Tomás.”








https://www.postandcourier.com/archives/migrant-workers-theyre-really-vulnerable/article_d70f7035-79d4-5b65-963d-25fc4d6e9f26.html

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