Friday, April 9, 2021

trevor’s encyclopedia of lost and beautiful things

“Cómo estás, Luisa?” Gabby asked the small woman in the window seat as she sat down beside her.

“Bien,” Luisa answered. “A little tired. I cleaned a lot of rooms at the motel today. Y tu?”


“Si, bien. Un poco cansado, tambien. I scrambled a lot of eggs at the Scrambled Egg. I can’t wait to put my feet up and rest them. What you doing this evening?”


“I’m going to cook for my family and take my daughter to help me clean the doctor’s office. Then I’ll rest.”


Gabby put her arm around Luisa’s shoulder and hugged her.


“Eres una buena mujer,” she said. I’m glad you’re my friend.


“Y tu, mi Amiga. Y tu.”


Gabby got off the bus in front of her apartment on the west side of the city. 


She and her neighbors didn’t have much money, but they did have a lot of kindness for each other.


‘Sup Gabby. How you doin’?” asked Bryant, who everyone called Big B. 


He had just come home from his job as a mechanic at the auto shop.


“Hola Big B. Not much. Just glad to be home. How was your day?”


“It was all good. The squeaky wheel got the grease, as they say, today and ev’ry day.”


“One of these days I’m gonna buy a car and the only person I’m gonna let work on it is you.”


“Deal. If you need anything, let me know, okay?”


“Sure thing! Same here.”


“You could come over and cook up some steak and eggs for me, you know.”


“Ugh, anything except that. I’ve cooked enough steak and eggs today...and ev’ry day!”


“Bet. I’m jus’ kiddin’ wit’ cha. Night Gabby. Be safe.”


“Night B. 


You be safe, too., mi amigo.”


She took her key out of her pocket and opened the door to her apartment. 


It was one room. 


There was a holey sofa that pulled out into a bed with a small table and a lamp beside it. 


Three books, The House on Mango Street, The Old Man and the Sea and Poems for a Brown Eyed Girl, were on a bookshelf made of a cut board and two concrete blocks against the wall. 


An ancient transistor radio was in the corner. 


A painting by Jasper Johns of three American Flags, one on top of the other, smallest to largest, was on the wall. 


It was a gift from one of her regular customers at The Scrambled Egg.


The room was simple and beautiful, like her.


She picked up the small book of poems, turned on the lamp, sat down on the sofa, and stretched her legs in front of her.


She opened the book to the poem An Ode to Feet.


her feet,

calloused,

cracked,  

rocks 

in plowed ground, 

stones 

in turned soil


she walked over 

the ground

barefooted 

as her grandfather 

turned the earth 

with donkey 

and plow


she had 

the feet 

of her grandfather, 

had walked 

beside him 

down long rows 

of beans and corn 


he

walked 

up and down 

those rows 

until his feet 

were bent,

broken


until

he 

continually 

genuflected

to God, 

to the wealthy land owner, 

to the land itself


her feet 

in the soil 

were part 

of the land, 

held the secrets 

of the earth, 

knew the mystery 


seed,

dirt,

water 

become 

beans in pods

corn in husks

tomatoes on vines


her heart 

was her feet, 

her heart 

was the land, 

her heart 

was the mystery 

itself


her feet spoke, 

"Estoy aquí, 

I am here.”

Her feet 

were signs,

"I am 

a human being”


“Estoy aquí,” she whispered to the world. 


“I am here.”




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