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I am a missionary. I am a teacher. I am a
missionary teacher.
Whether I am on an inner-city street, or a
remote village, or in a Title I public school classroom, I try to live out my
life as Gustavo Gutierrez describes life among the poor in his book A Theology
of Liberation.
·
Real poverty is an evil – something God
does not want. I struggle against it and attempt to end it in the world around
me. As I live among people who are seeking food, shelter, clothing, work,
healthcare and education but who are not finding these basic needs, I see they
are wounded in a way that breaks their hearts and breaks the heart of God, too.
I see they don’t want to be poor, but that poverty is a part of certain broken
systems that can be repaired if we put our hearts and minds, our commitments,
to fixing them. I see I can work side by side with my neighbors around me,
especially with my poor neighbors around me, to make the world a better, more
human place for everybody.
·
Spiritual poverty is a good – something
God does want. It is the sense of having a readiness to do God’s will. When I
live among my neighbors, we listen together to life around us and work and play
and hear God’s voice in the quiet places among the quiet people where we are.
“You have two ears and only one mouth,” my Grandpa used to say to me, “So you
better listen twice as much as you speak.” I do ‘lots of listening. I do ‘lots
of doing. That is my mantra every day.
·
Solidarity with the poor, and
protesting against the conditions under which they suffer, is the way to live.
I am not where I am to treat people like objects, like things. No, I am where I
am to treat people as they are –human beings with infinite worth.
Here is a small story of how I tried to live
out a theology of liberation when I was in Mali.
On that morning,
Madu walked the mile from his village to our house at the mission station just
outside of the town of Kenieba. He is married to Sirima and they have two
children – four-year-old Sira, who they call Bonnie, and two-year-old Musa, who
they call Papa. Madu is a farmer, a teacher, and more than anything else, a
friend.
“Papa burned his
hand this morning,” he said with a worried look in his eyes and a soft tremble
in his voice. “The pot of sauce spilled on him when we were taking it off of
the fire. Do you have any medicine we could use to put on the burn?”
I turned to the
section on the treatment of burns in our trusty book Where There Is No
Doctor.
“Did the burn cause
blisters?” I asked with a combination of broken Malinke and hand gestures.
“Yes,” Madu
answered in his broken English and a nod of his head. “It’s really bad.”
“Let’s take some
soap, sterile gauze, scissors and antibiotic ointment and see if we can help
him,” I said.
“I man to tu,” he responded,
which is the Malinke way to say, “You have done enough,” the way to say, “Thank
you.”
When we arrived at
his village, the people greeted us and we greeted them. The Malinke people have
a long list of greetings and blessings they give to each other when they pass
each other along the road and in the village. They know the person who is
standing before them is more important than anywhere they have to go or
anything they have to do in the day. I was learning the greetings and the
blessings, learning this very human way of living life.
“Hera sita?” I
asked. In English, this means, “Is there peace here today?”
“Hera dorong,” they
answered. “Peace only.”
This is kind of
like the way we greet each other all across the United States.
“How are you
doing?” someone will ask.
“Fine,” we will answer,
even when things are not fine.
Of course, there
was no peace in the village that morning. Everything was not fine. I could hear
it in the strained voices of the people, and I could see it in the tired looks
on their faces.
Sirima was working,
preparing the food for lunch. She had Papa tied around her back in the
traditional way of African baby carrying.
With large, sad
eyes Papa pressed his cheek against Sirima’s back and hung his injured hand
loosely at his side. I greeted Sirima and looked at Papa’s hand. Most of the
skin had been burned off of his wrist and lower arm. Some skin was hanging from
the wound. I could see raw, charred flesh on his little arm, wrist and hand.
Sirima held Papa
tight and tenderly as we cleaned the wound. I washed his hand and wrist with
soap and water. Madu cut away the dangling skin with the scissors. I coated the
gauze with the antibiotic ointment. Madu gently placed it over the burn and
wrapped an Ace bandage around the gauze.
Together, we helped
Papa through his pain and tears.
We were afraid but
we worked together.
As we worked, I
prayed this prayer silently to myself:
Thank
you for being here with us.
Thank
you for caring for us.
We
trust Papa into your hands through our hands.
He
is hurting.
Please
bring healing.
He
is afraid.
Please
bring comfort.
We
trust ourselves into your hands, too.
We
trust you.
Amen.
As we were washing,
cutting, coating and bandaging Papa’s wound, as he was screaming and crying out
in pain, I was acutely aware that I am not a doctor. I am only a person who
wants to help the world. I was acutely aware that I was planted in a field of
suffering where many people were hurting every day and the only thing I could
offer to alleviate that suffering and help that hurting were my frail hands and
my humble heart.
Five days later,
two beautifully dressed elderly women came to my door at the mission. Madu’s
mother, Sira, and his “Na n’ding,” his father’s second wife and so-called
“little mother” in Malinke culture, Fenda, were standing before me.
Sira is the
matriarch of the family. She still plants, works and harvests a field of
peanuts every year. She is in the advanced stage of Parkinson’s disease so her
hands tremble and her work is hard.
One time, I passed
by Fenda’s peanut field. Sweat was glistening off the muscles of her arms and
back and a humble kindness was in her smile and her eyes. She is strong and
kind.
“Good morning,
Bakary,” they said to me. “We brought you a gift for helping Papa.”
They held out a
large bowl of peanuts, peanuts that Sira had grown in her field, peanuts that
Fenda had harvested, peanuts that they prepared for me with their own kind and
calloused hands.
“Wow!” I said.
“Thank you so much. How is Papa today? Is he better?”
“Oh yes,” they
answered, “He’s much better. No infection came. He’s going to be okay.”
“That’s good,” I
marveled. “That’s very good.”
The peanuts were a
symbol of my Malinke friends. When you plant a peanut in the rocky soil, it
grows out of the ground as a deep green plant with bright yellow flowers on top
to tell the farmer that the fruit is in the earth and is ready to be pulled
out.
There stood Sira
and Fenda, two deep, bright African women who nurture their family and friends
with love and endurance in the depths of the third world.
There was Papa, a
deep, bright African child, alive and growing in his village, a beautiful
person with a chance to do something beautiful in the world.
As I shared my
peanuts with everyone around me, I realized that I was there, offering myself
in the midst of the suffering and joy, and that maybe God was using me to help
the world. I knew God was using my Malinke friends to help the world in me.
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