Tuesday, January 30, 2024

Mattie

Po lidda fella,” said the old, weathered woman with skin as dark and wrinkled as the bark and arms as thin and knobby as the farthest reaches of the branches of the island’s ancient oak trees. 

She spoke with the flavor of her Gullah ancestors, who had created a new language in the lowcountry of South Carolina by mixing the west African words they happily learned while sitting on their mothers knees with the English words they were forced to learn when they were stolen away from their own people and lands and brought here to America. 


She lived a holey floored, crack walled, Duck taped windowed shotgun style shack on John’s Island left over from the days of slavery and the Jim Crow laws. 


She fished along the inlet and the shoreline each morning trying to catch red fish, sea trout and flounder to go with the fruits and vegetables that grew out of her garden. 


She wove sweet grass into baskets from the late mornings to the early evenings. 


“Jus sits dere,” she continued, “Eva monin’ as de sun rises ova de ocean an sits on de wada like a ripe tomata. Neva says one word. Jus sits dere a’watchin de wada and a’list’nin to de waves.”


One day she walked over to him and stood beside him. 


The sun cast her shadow over him.


She protected him from the brightness of the new day. 


“Wha’s yo name?” she asked kindly. “My name’s Mattie. Could you tell me yo name?”


He turned his earthy brown eyes to her. 


He didn’t say one thing. 


She figured he didn’t understand her. 


His mami and abuelo were migrant workers picking peaches and tomatoes in the lowcountry summer until they were ready to move down the coasts of Georgia and Florida with the fall and winter. 


She thought maybe he only spoke Spanish, since his family had made it to the United States from the farms and fields of El Salvador in Central America.


Suddenly, he whistled. 


It astonished her, and she almost fell over into the sand. 


The sound was unlike any whistle she had ever heard before. 


A usual whistle has two notes and a high pitch, but this was an unusual whistle. 


Its sound had all kinds of notes in it, and the pitch went high and low, low and high and all kinds of places in between. 


It was as if the great composers had written his whistle at the height of their compositional powers.


“Ya know, it was like he was a’tryin to say somepin to me in a be-yoo-tee-ful way,” she explained, “But I din’ hab no idée whad id was.”


He looked back over the water and at the sky again, and was very still and quiet. 


She felt a wide compassion for him in the deepest part of her heart. 




Monday, January 29, 2024

Taki and Hilcias in Brownsville

from trevor’s encyclopedia of beautiful things



They looked out the window of the Greyhound bus, side by side, cheek to cheek.


The heat and humidity of the Brownsville morning and the air conditioning on the bus caused the windows to fog.


Hilcias pulled his sleeve over his hand and used it as a kind of windshield wiper, moving it back and forth until he and Taki could see clearly the Gulf of Mexico along the coastal road.


“Wow,” clicked Hilcias softly, “Maybe 52 Blue is there.”


“Maybe,” whispered Taki. “I sure hope so.”


People began to stir and stretch and reach for their bags above and around them, but Hilcias and Taki stayed as still and quiet as the leaves on the trees that lined the street beside the bus station.


There are five foundational forces in the universe.


They hold everything together.


They bring order if all is well.


They cause chaos if all is not.


Four of them can be explained by physics.


They are the gravitational force, the electromagnetic force, the weak force and the strong force.


The gravitational force keeps planets in orbit around their suns and our feet firmly planted on the earth.


The electromagnetic force brings us electricity, information, and connection. It underlies the mighty power of lightning and the gentle touch of the human hand.


The weak force brings us nuclear power and makes stars shine.


The strong force holds protons and neutrons inside of atoms.


The fifth foundational force can’t be explained by physics, though.


It can only be explained by being human.


It is love.


Taki and Hilcias stepped off of the bus into the early morning sunlight.


“We should go to the water,” said Taki.


She looked at the horizon between the Gulf of Mexico and the Brownsville sky.


Hilcias looked at the horizon, too.


He whistled an okay.


They reached out for each other’s hands.


They walked together down the road toward the gulf.


This created that fifth foundational force, which is the strongest force of all, for it keeps hearts in orbit around each other and gives the possibility of finding a lost and lonely whale in the vast, vast reaches of the deep, blue sea.






Taki

from trevor’s encyclopedia of beautiful things



Taki lived beneath the whale bone arch in Point Hope, Alaska at the edge of the Chukchi Sea.


The arch was made of two bowhead whale jaw bones planted vertically in the ground, forming a gateway from the land to the Arctic waters and from the Arctic waters back to the land.


It says quietly, humbly to the world, "The Balaenidae mysticetus gives it's whole life to the people, and you have entered a place where the people give their whole lives to the world."  


Her house was made of yellow wooden slats and a red tin roof.


It had four windows, one for each side of the house, so she could see all four cardinal directions of the Arctic land and sea.


A little chimney rose slightly above the roof's ridge.


Smoke from the evening fire swirled ever so gently into the night sky and thinned itself up and out into the star filled sky.


She sat by the fire in the front room, warming herself against the 24 hour night of the deep Arctic winter.


She looked out over the Chukchi Sea.


The water was calm, and the stars reflected off it like little lights.


Ice floes crept slowly with the tide.


Whales sang to each other.


Her heart sang for the beauty of it all.




Sunday, January 28, 2024

Hilcias’ Clicks and Whistles

from trevor’s encyclopedia of beautiful things


Hilcias studied the yellowing eye chart on the back of the closed door of the room at the Barrier Island Free Medical Clinic and practiced saying the letters in his mind, from Spanish to English, from English back to Spanish, until he could think them into a seamless line.


His mamí flipped through the pages of an old Life Magazine with an immigrant mother and child on the cover.


His abuelo stared at a watercolor painting on the wall of a heavy laden peach tree, the colors of the ripe peaches glowing brightly against the white walls of the room, and then clasped his hands in his lap and looked thoughtfully into them as if he were looking into the deepest parts of the earth.


There was a tap on the door.


A young doctor walked into the room.


“Buenos Dias, amigos,” she said. “Me llamo Maria. Como estas ustedes?”


She had eyes like his abuelo, deep and earthy brown.


She wore a white doctor’s coat, faded blue jeans and an old pair of red Chuck Taylor tennis shoes.


“Well,” she began, “Let’s talk about Hilcias.”


“We looked over his brain scans and studied them very carefully.”


“We didn’t find any organic reason why he doesn’t speak.”


“The other tests on his ears, nose and throat came back normal, too.”


“So all of the parts that help him speak are well and good inside of him.”


His mamí put her arm around his shoulder, held him close to her, and breathed out a long, slow, quiet sigh of relief.


“But we still haven’t answered the question,” continued Dr. Maria. 


“Why doesn’t Hilcias talk?”


She pulled up a chair in front of him, sat down in it, and leaned her face close to his face until her nose gently brushed against his nose.


“So now we’ve got to walk together down a path into places we don’t know,” she smiled. 


“The only person who can tell us why he’s not talking…is not talking.”


He smiled back at her and looked away from her eyes and down at her feet.


Suddenly, he whistled the most beautiful notes Dr. Maria had ever heard in her life.


They reminded her of the joy she felt as a little girl standing in the fields with her family on their farm in El Salvador.


At the same time, they reminded her of the sadness she felt as she worked day after day to help person after person who was just trying to make a better life in a place where it was hard for them to live.


The music brought a stillness and a quietness to the room.


After a moment, his abuelo spoke.


“He says he does talk, but not many people understand him, I think.”


And it was true.