Tuesday, January 7, 2020

Notes from public school - day 85

Do you know the Caldecott Award winning picture book The Paperboy by Dav Pilkey? It’s a wonderful story with beautiful illustrations. 

Every morning, with 6 a.m. on my clock, I quote the beginning of the book to myself...only I change 'paperboy' to 'teacher' - "The mornings of the paperboy are still dark and they are always cold even in the summer. And on those cold mornings the paperboy’s bed is still warm and it is hard to get out - even for his dog...but they do." 


Maybe that is the best quality of teachers...we do.

Monday, January 6, 2020

Notes from public school - day 84


Every day at school, I try to help my students feel welcomed and wanted in my classroom and in my heart. I especially try to do this for my immigrant students, for I know they often feel unwelcome and unwanted in the wider world around them. I hope one of the last things they think about as they drift off to sleep is, “Mr. Barton is glad my family and I are here.”

Today in our writing workshop, we wrote Diamanté Poems. These kinds of poems make the shape of a diamond and compare and contrast two different subjects.

My example for my students was a Diamanté Poem comparing and contrasting immigrants and the Statue of Liberty.

As I wrote and shared this poem, I looked out into the earthy brown eyes of my kids from Mexico, Guatemala, El Salvador, Honduras, Colombia and Peru and saw - how else can I describe it - a beautiful sparkle as if I had uncovered a diamond in the deepest parts of who they are.

I think I did.

                                  Immigrant
                          Courageous, Hopeful
                    Migrating, Hardworking, Learning
                        Working for a better life, 
                       “Send these, the homeless,  
                            tempest-tost to me”
                     Welcoming, Crying out, Uplifting
                         Mother of Exiles, Humble
                             Statue of Liberty


                                   


Sunday, January 5, 2020

Barrier Islands Free Medical Clinic

Dr. Maria came to Charleston from El Salvador. She practiced medicine at the Barrier Islands Free Medical Clinic on Johns Island. She was short and brown skinned with black bobbed hair and earthy eyes. She was a good soccer player and didn’t look much like s doctor, even with her white coat on.

She was brilliant and kind, and that made her the best doctor for many, many miles around the clinic.

She lived on Johns Island and took her meals each day across the street from the clinic at the Worker’s Cafe.

Hilcias, his mamí and his abuelo were migrant workers. They were from El Salvador, too. Hilcias had deep eyes and wore the same pair of tattered over-alls every day.

Mr. Smith, who was a wiry, clean man, said Hilcias was the smartest boy he had ever seen.

Dr. Maria noticed that his hair was cut in a crooked line across his forehead. She also noticed that his face was always serene. Of the many patients she saw at the clinic every day throughout the planting, growing and harvesting season, Hilcias was her favorite.

Hilcias liked Dr. Maria very much. He liked that her skin was the same color as his skin. He liked her patched jeans and her holey Converse Chuck Taylor tennis shoes. He liked her brown eyes and the way they looked deep inside of him when she was examining him and trying to help him.

Johns Island, along with Wadmalaw and James Island, make up the barrier islands around Charleston. There are two main roads on the island, Maybank Highway and Bohicket Road. The island is between the Charleston Harbor and the Stono and Folly Rivers. It used to be covered in farmland, but now there are a few residential communities around the old farms. It has a small-town, rural feel.

The Barrier Island Free Medical Clinic is an old cottage painted pea green and it faces the Maybank Highway.

The two lane Maybank Highway runs past the Barrier Island Free Medical Clinic, just a stones throw from it’s front door. At the back of the clinic, there is a thicket of trees and 100 acres the Smith’s use to grow produce. From the clinic’s back door you can look out across the land at the peach trees and gardens. It is very beautiful in the spring and summer, the soil brown and rich and colorful with the fruits and vegetables growing on it. Looking out, Dr. Maria could see the migrant workers moving across the plants and trees, picking tomatoes and peaches.

All the time now, Dr. Maria was thinking about Hilcias’ condition. He worked beside his family during the day and played with the other migrant children in the evening, never speaking a single word. At night he read by the light of an old bulb hanging from a cord running into the dilapidated bus that served as his family’s home behind the Smith’s house. In the fall he and his family would pack all of their belongings and board a migrant bus and head back down to Florida for winter work.

Dr. Maria was studying Hilcias’ condition for the whole spring and summer before he left.

She wanted to help him, to give him the gift of spoken words, but she was afraid to borrow too many books and journals from her colleagues or ask too many questions about him to them.

“Why are you spending so much time and effort on one migrant kid,” they would ask. “There are too many other patients to see.”

- Trevor Scott Barton, stories for a brown eyed girl, 2020

Saturday, January 4, 2020

Sanctuary

War is hell.

It's kin, famine and disease, are hellish too, but not equally so. People will join together and help each other, heal each other, in times of drought and sickness regardless of class or race or nationality or gender or sexuality or anything else that divides human beings. They will, however, break apart and hurt each other, destroy each other, because of those divisive things in times of war. 

Hope comes because of the helping and the healing. Despair because of the hurting and destroying. 

Look into the opened, clouded eyes of a person who has been killed by a bullet or a bomb, a tank or a plane, a gun or a bayonet, or any of the tools of war, and you will see a look of surprise and sadness...as if the person were trying to say, "I am a human being...I am supposed to live...I need to love...I need to be loved." 

Because of war, the surprise and sadness is followed by...emptiness. 

That person, that human being, with all the potential to do good in the world, to do good for the world, is gone from the earth...is gone from life...is gone.
     
Love is a sanctuary from that hell. 


Love as a way of living, as a way to say with life, "I am here...I am here for you...you are here...you are here for me...I am because we are...we are because I am," that is the kind of love that is lived with a life, that gives life, that provides sanctuary.

Thursday, January 2, 2020

Introspection

I am an elementary school teacher, and, as such, I know a little about a lot.

One day, I wondered, “What is one thing I can study, one subject I can pour myself into, so I can know a lot about a little, so I can become a genius about that one thing?”

The answer to my question was whales - living things that are not only a lot, they are the ‘lottest,’ the biggest creatures to have ever lived in the world.

My wonder of whales began when I was a boy. I was a little, inquisitive, kind kid and my heart was drawn to whales, who were similar to me in their inquisitiveness and kindness, but different from me in their, well, in their ‘lottness.’

“What would it be like,” I thought, “To be friends with whales...to be protected by whales...to be like to be in the peaceful presence of whales?”

Since that time, I’ve learned that humpback whales hold seals on their chests to protect them from killer whales. Blue whales have hearts the size of Volkswagen Beetles and sing to each other over thousands and thousands of miles. Narwhals place the tips of their long, hornlike teeth into the broken ones of hurting narwhals to assuage their pain.

This is what whales do.

This is who whales are.

Around my school, I am now known as the whale genius, not because of my deep and wide knowledge of all things cetacean, but because of my curiosity about them, my love for them and my passion to be like them - protective, present and peaceful in the world.

Wednesday, January 1, 2020

small space

Here is a poem for New Years Day.

I wrote it in Fibonacci form, and I write most of my poems in the rhythm of the Fibonacci sequence.

I love the shape of the graphed numbers of the Fibonacci sequence (1,1,2,3,5,8,13,21...), a swirl you can find in a conch shell by the sea, a pine cone in the woods, or a sunflower.

I hope we can find and nurture the small spaces between us in 2020.


Small Space


They
stood
closely,
side by side.
She reached out for him
and took his hand inside of hers.

Their fingers intertwined and their palms made a small space.

This space was warm in the midst of the deep snow that covered the frozen ground of Point Hope,

was warm against the icy wind that blew off the rocking waters of the Chukchi Sea.

“Life is in these small spaces between us,” she whispered.

They stood quietly hand in hand,
holding the small space
between them
holding
warm 
hands.

- Trevor Scott Barton, poems for a brown eyed girl, 2020

Monday, December 30, 2019

stories for a brown eyed girl

He sat at the foot of the bed, and she stood in front of him. 

She lowered her dress to the ground. 

He looked into her brown eyes and saw the light of the stars that twinkled on the mountain streams in the dark nights around his small village.

He looked at her smile, her sonrisa, and it was as if the sun had risen on him. 

He looked at her brown skin, and it was as if the rich, plowed land itself was before him. 

He looked at her body, and could not breathe for a moment, for it was as if all the beauty of the world had fallen upon him.


- Trevor Scott Barton, stories for a brown eyed girl, 2019